Hello

Blind
How could I have been so blind?
Fooled like a child peering at a pinwheel
Spinning in rapid turns
The colors melding into one
Iridescent hue

Here I am now with one regret
That day some years ago
I wish you’d never said hello
I wish you had walked on by
Leaving me to my life
But instead you came in, said hello to me

And now
How am I gonna get through this?
Sick like child on a rollercoaster ride
Violently up and down
The world blending into this
Inconstant blur

Here I am now with one regret
That day some years ago
I wish you’d never said hello
I wish you had walked on by
Leaving me to my life
But instead you came in, said

I’ve become what I’ve spent all my years trying not to become
All this time I mistakenly believed you and I were one
I was so loyal, deeply loving you with my guileless loyalty
But you took advantage and trampled all over me
So it doesn’t matter if you offer some kind of sorry for it
Because I can’t go back to the way I loved you before this
You lied to me, had many chances to tell me the truth
And now I don’t know what are lies and who are you

Here I am now with one regret
That day some years ago
I wish you’d never said hello
I wish you had walked on by
Leaving me to my life
But instead you came in, said

Here I am now with one regret
That day some years ago
I wish you’d never said hello
I wish you had walked on by
Leaving me to my life
But instead you came in, said hello to me

Tears burn in my eyes
But no, I’m not going to cry
Words burn in my throat
And yes, you are going to know
The edges of every single frigid word I have to tell
So here’s what I have to give for all these years
It’s goodbye, sleep tight, wouldn’t wanna see you in Hell

Oh no, it’s hello in reverse
I want you to take it back
Like we never were

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